The Night before last Night I was thinking, thinking about what I
want from this life, thinking what i achieved in this life, thinking what and
how can I achieve what I want. I just thought and thought that thinking isn't
enough for this lifetime to think what I need. Thinking, sometimes is like a
whirlpool which just comes from nowhere while other times it's a bog where we
get stuck happily knowing we are going to stuck for no reason. We all think
about our past, future and present. About how we are going to spend this life
and what's going around in this world. We think about our fears, we think about
ourselves. All the humans and animals and plants and all living organisms
think.
While thinking no
matter what you are all breathing there have one thing in common, you hides
what's in there. We have another person inside us who sometimes even influence
us and shows us a way to live and react. Interesting fact is that we never gets
happy or sad. That one person inside us gets happy or sad, more interesting,
that happiness and sadness of that person do influence us.
We all try to hide
that one person from the eyes of others. That person tells us different things
now and often (like right now he is telling me to stop and do my assignment).
But we most often never pay a heed.
We all hide that
person, we all have a shell around and walls around us just never stop getting
higher. There, in our life, comes a point when those walls even separate us
from that good and nice person living inside us. Two things plays their role
here, Human's ego and fear (Ego also basically is composition of stubbornness
and fear mostly but fake pride and meanness also have its part), ego to bend
and fear to be seen lowered. While doing so people forget (or are too blind to
see) that those who don't bend falls and branches of fruit bearing trees are
always low. Change itself is a second name of being afraid as everyone is so
keen to keep their social image that taking new chances is not a task for a
single piece connected with this whole society. So what we do is always working
on that shell of ours to get tougher so that no one can expose us. People don't
want to be discovered even by themselves because they don't know what's inside
them. That depth and darkness makes them afraid, afraid of getting drowned,
afraid of getting lost.
What people are
missing is it is much profitable to keep that person inside you happy rather
than making an effort to make people around happier. Life is a name of change
and self-discovery is never going to end no matter you are 80, sitting on chair
and reading a book (thinking what chances you never took and regretting).
Discovering today is better than discovering tomorrow, so just try breaking
that shell a bit and dance in front of mirror, sing in an empty room and laugh
hilariously, touch the sky, count stars and spend some time(10-15 minutes) away from this Cell,PC and laptop with just the person who is Inside you!!........
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